dying in the lukewarm energy

have you ever been so everywhere in your decisions that it’s deeply impacted your life in a massive way?

The maybes…the sures?

I’ve learned more than anything that being luke warm is worse than a no or a yes.

The “I don’t know” is an okay place to be but to just be half way in is worse than being in at all.

This has come up in my relationship to my business, parternship, and friendships. 

And I’ve noticed this pattern for awhile and and this last month have been deeply noticing the shift in this. Noticing the pattern and deciding to let it go and commit.

And a part of it is freeing because I believe in the mission so deeply.

And another part feels like I’m dying. Because of fear and doubt in my decision.

But I’ve been coming back to my decision. And the depths we can go because of this decision.

And then also coming back to the deep belief in my mission in my work.

Which is to be a steward of creating a more beautiful world for our children and future generations. That deep transformation begins within. And that we are capable of creating a beautiful world. 

As you all have been on this journey for me for years, I’ve probably captured your wedding or family’s wedding or your portraits or you’re an artist yourself. And it’s so beautiful. Being present with the wildness and joy of making photos.

Five years ago I went through such a death and rebirth of myself after experiencing loss. So I began making artwork with the intention of impacting humanity through remember transformation begins within. And that we are one with nature too.

And so here I am being shown naked and also afraid and coming to you all to share this commitment of showing up.

Through the thick of it.

When I want to quit.

But instead choosing to be invited into my own expansion.

Through sitting with fear when it’s scary.

So thank you for being here. Thank you for supporting me. 

It feels good to create this way.

I’ve been reaching out to leaders that want to fully be a f yes to having my artwork in their home, retreat centers, community spaces and invest in a piece.

So here I am showing up? Will you join me on this journey?

Either way, thank you for supporting my Journey of this wild human experience. 

Thank you for showing up in your life journey. And I love sharing my heart with you all.

Blessings,

Káti